Monday, April 27, 2009


Lately I've been feeling more and more of how much my life is going to change come this June. How my much my life is changing!!! Some day's this wedding planning is overwhelming. I just want to be done!!! There's so much to do, so much to plan, so much to think about that sometimes I can't wait for June 20th to be here already!!! Not to mention how much I miss Orion.

But then, I see the other side of the coin. I hear my little brothers laughing and giggling while Seth reads a Jed a story. I hear the girls talking (sometimes arguing) in the the bedroom next door. And then I stop to think how much I'm going to miss all of this. Yes, even the arguing.

I'm going to miss the random road trips Jake and I take, living in the country, being able to run outside and let out a yell at any time of day, jumping on the trampoline with my siblings, playing music with the family band, harmonizing with Addie, being able to see my family everyday! This list really is endless. :P I've lived here all my life. Never moved. And now, I'm getting married! Starting out on a new chapter of life! Ahhh! That is an exciting, but terrifying thought! :D

So, I'm holding on to every moment that I have left here, trying to appreciate it in it's entirety. As much as I love Orion, I'm going to miss this so much!

The wedding plans are all coming along fine. The bridesmaid dresses are in the works. The musicians are practicing. The favors are being assembled. The programs are... in the works. :P There's a ton of daisies to be punched out and glued together. But things are coming along fine. :D It's nice to see things fall into place.

Find contentment in life, wherever you are, and don't take for granted all that you have at the moment, because you won't always have this moment.

Yahweh bless!